i haven't written in an eternity! my brothers computer has been crazy and i always get home too late to use it and i can't go online at work anymore so yeah....suckage. i'm thisclose to getting my own laptop. new black macbook here i come.

i went over 147 on my text messages this month i just got my bill a minute ago. yikes. that's an extra 14.70 on my messages. SUCK!!! i'm gonna cut way back. so if i don't reply, that's why.

last night daniel and i went to see tmnt at uta. there were a zillion bugs but it was all good. i got some stale popcorn and daniel and i got snacks before it started so it was all good. crap!!! i just remembered i left my mini m&ms in his refridgerator. i want some now!!!

anyhoo, the movie was aight. not as cool as i thought it would be. later we watched ghostrider. i actually fell asleep during it. it was kinda creepy and scary. not really scary but had scary images. i probably slept during half of it. hahaha. daniel liked it.

this morning we were suppose to go swimming with his sister and his nephew BUT it was raining. that wasn't cool. so we basically just ate lunch with them. daniel made sandwiches and some mac and cheese. it was very tasty. then he had to go to work so i went home and took a nap. i was freakin sleepy!!

now i NEED to clean my room. it's a pit. i also need to find my insurance card for my truck. i know it's in my room somewhere.

my daddy's bday was wednesday and we ate at chilis and it was tasty. mushroom swiss burgers are amazazing!!

so basically i'm lovin my job at the euless library. it's amazing!! i got my schedule changed a little bit and so now i'm only working one night a week which is on monday. all the other days i'm working 9-6. it's awesome.

well......i think that is all, that's all i can remember.

p.s. i want new shoes too. somemore polka dot vans. they are my favorite and the ones i have are all messed up.

zee endz.

p.s. i read a book called "darkstar" about a rockstar who found God. it was a pretty cool book. i liked reading it. it was kinda preachy but i still liked it. you guys should read it.

i am pretty flippin bored right now.  somebody needs to come entertain me.

oh wait, somebody has.  lunch time.

the end.

chicken sangwich here i come :D

i'm watching a show about elevators on the travel channel and it's pretty much the most amazing thing ever. i'm about to find out how long the longest elevator ride is. cool.

anyhoo, this is my last week of freedom. well not necessarily freedom but my last week to sleep late and have nothing to do. it was fun while it lasted but i'm super excited to start working and making money and paying off my student loans. super exciting!!!!!!

yesterday work was pretty cool. before the museum was about to open there was an accident on the next street by the sixth floor museum. apparently some guy in a van which was from a hotel got hit by a dart train. it was clipped and not too bad. i didn't hear anything but i DID hear an ambulance and thought it was super close but never even had a second thought about it. crazy.

well....now i'm just waiting for daniel to get back from his mix meeting so that we can go see katatonia. it should be cool. i've never seen them i've heard some stuff, it's not really my cup of tea but it's a historical event because they've never played in the u.s. before. it should be all good :)

i need to go to canada.

zat iz all.

Reality Romance Report: Breakup Edition

A shared craving for fame and a complete lack of inhibition apparently wasn't enough to keep several MTV-chronicled reality show C-listers (well, almost) from calling "cut!" on their relationships.

First up are Travis Barker and Shanna Moakler from "Meet the Barkers," who, like Nick and Jessica and Carmen and Dave before them, have reportedly decided to pull the plug on their camera-ready marriage, going their separate ways after less than two years of PDA-crammed coupledom.

Barker, 30, the onetime drummer for Blink-182, filed for divorce on Tuesday, a move Us Weekly says came as a shock to Moakler, 31, a former Miss USA and Playboy Playmate.

"Shanna was caught completely by surprise," an insider tells the magazine. "She was trying to get him to couple's therapy, but he wouldn't go. He pretended he was working things out but screwed her over, leaving her with a baby daughter."

The Barkers have two kids, son Landon, 2, and daughter Alabama, 7 months (Moakler also has a 7-year-old daughter, Atiana, with former fiancé Oscar de la Hoya).

Talk of trouble has been brewing for a while, with the New York Post reporting in May that Barker dumped a drink on Moakler at Las Vegas hot spot Pure (they supposedly had been squabbling over whether Shanna should be a stay-at-home mom). And a couple of weeks back, Moakler reportedly tossed a drink on a woman who was taking a picture with her husband at a Los Angeles nightclub.

The couple, who tied the knot on Halloween Eve in 2004 in an elaborate ceremony inspired by their favorite flick, "The Nightmare Before Christmas," recently put the 12,000-square-foot, 8-bedroom, 10-and-a-half-bath Bel-Air estate where they filmed the show on the market for $8.5 million and purchased a same-sized pad in Calabasas.

Meanwhile, reconciliation wasn't in the cards for erstwhile "Laguna Beach" blondes Kristin Cavallari, 19, and Lauren "LC" Conrad, 20, who are kaput for the second time with respective beaus Brody Jenner, 22, and Jason Wahler, 19.

"Yes, Brody and I broke up," Kristin informs People. "It's just hard right now because I am working all the time. We're still good friends though."

The capricious couple originally went belly-up in March, shortly after Cavallari told Teen People, "Brody is my first mature relationship. I know I'm in love with him."

The starlet was briefly linked to Nick Lachey (long enough to land two Us Weekly covers) before reuniting with Jenner, the star of Fox's quickly canceled "Princes of Malibu," in May.

"They fought a lot," a Cavallari confidante tells Us, with Jenner adding, "It was mutual."

Not so mutual was LC's bust-up with on-again, off-again "Beach" and "The Hills" boyfriend Jason, with her rep telling People, "It's true. Lauren broke up with him last week."

The problem, according to one of her pals, is that their interests no longer meshed.

"He had been going out to clubs, flirting with girls, staying out late," the friend asserts to Us. "She wanted to focus on school and her career and was ready to move on. She feels really good about her decision."

So good, says Us, that Conrad, who is pursuing her fashion design dreams (bad move, though, choosing Jason over that internship in Paris), took some time out of her weekend jaunt to Vegas to have her "Jason" tattoo inked over.

I swear I started this thing TWO weeks ago and I was gonna give up but I had already answered a lot and so I just finished it. It's 1001 questions, yeah ONE THOUSAND!!! So repetative and tiring, do not attempt unless you are so incredibly bored, but i'm sure you'll just get tired and angry.

( Don't even try to read it )

ok so there is some filming going on in the west end. for any of yous guys who watch prision break the show is taping some sections here in dallas. welllll, due to that "my" parking lot was full AGAIN!!!! bastards!! it's probably NOT because of that but i'm gonna blame it on that.

THEN i park under the bridge again and i don't have exactly 2 dollars so i stick in a five thinking i'll get change, cuz it's a machine and it's gotta have change right??? WRONG!!!! i get a receipt that says i payed 5 bucks but i don't get any change. well i'm thinkin maybe it ran out of change, cuz it ran out of paper yesterday.

soooo..... i look up city of dallas parking when i get to a computer and i read a press release about them. they cost 11,000 dollars EACH and the city of dallas has about 6 right now ANNDDDDD in the article it says you have to use exact change because it doesn't dispense change. what the hell???? i seriously almost put a 10 in there cuz i didn't know i had a 5!!!!

i am so angry!!!! i could have flippen parked WAY closer for 5 bucks but no i decided to save a little cash and park in the 2 dollar lot. the thing that makes me most angry is that it doesn't have a sign on it saying that it doesn't dispense change so more people are gonna get screwed. they're just gonna have to learn the hard way. PLUS the maching cost 11,000 dollars, you would think with that kind of money it would do more than dispense a piece of paper.

i'm sure you're thinkin 3 dollars big whoop but it was MY 3 dollars and the city of dallas stole it from me!!!!! i seriously feel like beating somebody up.

oh yeah, and they are gonna put some in deep ellum soon too.

OHHH, AND in the article it said that it didn't raise any of the prices of the lots but the one i park at says that it's 5 dollars after 6 but on the machine you have to put in 7 dollars!!!!! OUTRAGEOUS!!!!!!!! liars!!!!!!

i need to contact saul garza that guy from channel 4 that fixes people's problems. maybe he can get my 3 dollars back :)

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

i wonder how they come up with these things?

my parents came back yesterday from arizona. YaY!!!!!! NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

friday was guitar hero city!!! nichole and i pretty much played for 5 hours THEN i had dreams about it. it's pretty crazy when you dream about it. those damn songs get engrained in your brain. (insane in the membrane)

yesterday was fun ciy. daniel, bran, and i had lunch with thomas at some dirty chinese place. it was tasty but the place was durty!!!!! it was fun though.

after that we........went back to bran's house and watched some tv and chatted.

we were watching some crazy pirate movie on tv but then started watching this show about underoath and their new cd so we decided to go to best buy.

we also got some beverages at racetrack. orange soda ROCKS!!

at best buy i bought a Queen greatest hits CD. because of guitar hero i LOVE the song Killer Queen and i'm really really starting to love Queen.

then......we watched the Every Time I Die DVD bran got with the reissue of the old CD and it was hillarious!!!! LUV IT!! hahaha. anyhoo, it was the best and i can't wait for the full lenght.

after that we parted ways and daniel and i went back to his house and he made me a sandwich. it was very tasty.

then we took his doggie ginger for a walk and played on a playground and got to swing and such.

***OMG*** Daniel did a backflip off the swing. it was pretty much the most amazing thing.

after we got back to the house we chilled on the back porch area and chatted then we watched "this is spinal tap". it's pretty dang hillarious. i liked it. it's a must see movie if you hadn't seen it already.

we also watched that heavy metal documentary on vh1. we saw the one about thrash metal and stuff. it was pretty dang interesting.

now i am sitting in an empty museum watiting to go get a samich for lunch. i wish they had a jimmy john's around here.

the end.

10 Things You Hate

1. loud noises
2. scary clowns named rags
3. scary movies unless they were made in the 80's
4. beets
5. raw onions
6. people who drive the speed limit in the fast lane
7. people that are STUPID and ask STUPID questions
8. people that pretend they know things but don't
9. my german history teacher
10. nazis

10 Things You Love

1. daniel
2. cheeseburgers
3. stars
4. hockey
5. dr.pepper
6. my family (most of the time)
7. my baby blue (truck)
8. vans slip on shoes
9. guitar hero
10. people who move when they see you coming at them 80 mph

10 Things You Don't Understand

1. why on earth people won't let you yield. gosh!!
2. how people can kill other people.
3. why i'm afraid of dogs
4. why i'm afraid of large bodies of water
5. sciences (chemisty, physics, biology, zoology)
6. math (algebra, trig, all the other stupid maths)
7. why some people get diseases or cancer and others don't
8. how the heck dr.pepper has 23 flavors
9. why some people are just luckier than others
10. why people pay hundreds of dollars for one pair of shoes or jeans

10 Things You Want

1. new slip on vans
2. a hamburger
3. a dr.pepper
4. my own ps2
5. a good book to read
6. benefits at work
7. a raise
8. some popcorn
9. to go to a stars game
10. to see unearth, etid, kse, aar, mcr, terror, tbs, a&a, log, mastodon, blink182, and metallica to tour together. :)

10 Things You Miss

1. erin
2. not spending money in oklahoma
3. working 2 minutes away from my house
4. hanging out in the band hall after school
5. playing the clarinet
6. playing the violin
7. going to ranger games with david and brandon
8. when gas was 99 cents a gallon
9. blink 182 being a band
10. tripping daisy :(

10 Random Things About You

1. i have a weird pokey bone in my right hand
2. i hate my toes
3. i write really intensly
4. when i was a kid i totally wore outfits that were all the same color, socks and shoes included
5. i have killer elbows of doom and death
6. i have troubles expressing my feelings
7. when i was younger i wanted to be an artist even though i can't draw worth a flip
8. i like kosher hot dogs
9. i'd rather eat salty things than sweet ones
10. i AM going to be a guitar goddess \m/

My Autobiography.

Part 1: The Birth of You

Were you a planned baby?: I think so, my parents were together for 9 years before they had me.

Were you the first?: Heck yes I was.

Who was present at your birth?: My dad?

Were your parents married when you were born?: Doy.

What is your birthdate?: September sixth nineteen eighty one.

Part 2: The Family

How would you describe your family?: weird.

Are your parents married? Divorced? Seperated?: married.

Siblings or an only child?: siblings.

If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: oldest.

What are your siblings names?: matt and will.

Which parent do you get along with best?: dad.

What do you fight about?: stupid stuff.

Do you have step parents?: no.

Part 3: The Friends

Do you have more than one best friend?: i guess.

What do you like to do when you are together? go to concerts, hang out and eat. stuff like that.

Do you share the same interests?: yes, that is why we are friends.

Which friend can you tell anything to? daniel.

Part 4: Your Personality

How high/low is your self esteem?: i would say medium.

Do you get depressed about things easily? not so much.

Are you an extrovert or an introvert?: introvert.

Are you happy?: yes.

Do you live life to the fullest? i think so.

Part 5: Appearance

Are you comfortable with the way you look?: meh.

Do you have any piercings besides your ears?: nope.

Describe your hair? long, dark brown, in serious need of a haircut.

What make-up do you wear?: i don't really wear the stuff.

How do you dress? comfortable.

Part 6: The Past

Were you a strange child?: i don't think so.

What did you use to love that you no longer do? wrestling and jello, but not together.

Do you have the same friends?: not so much.

Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing? not really.

Part 7: The Future

What is your ambition?: to live happily ever after.

Are you scared of growing old?: i'm starting to.

Do you want to get married?: indeed.

Part 8: The Outdoors

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: indoors.

Favorite Season? fall.

Favorite weather? rain.

Do you like walking in the rain? not so much.

Part 9: Food

Are you a vegetarian?: NO WAY!!!!!

What is your favorite food?: hamburgers.

What food makes you want to gag?: liver.

What is your favorite dessert?: cookie monster.

What is your favorite restaurant?: i don't know.

Are you a fussy eater? well i know what i like.

Part 10: Relationships and Love

Are you single or taken?: taken.

If taken who is the lucky guy/girl?: daniel.

Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?: yes, it beats being sad.

Do you believe in love at first sight? not so much.

Part 11: Experiences

What was one of your greatest experiences?: going to france and seeing the d-day beaches.

What was one of your worst? losing family members.

Have you ever done drugs? nope.

Have you ever thought you were going to die?: not really.

Have you ever suffered from depression?: only once in the 6th grade when my aunt moved away, she was like my mom so it was really hard that she left. i was really sad and when i look back i think i was depressed.

whateva!!!! i'm going to vegas!!!!!!

You Should Spend Your Summer in the Mountains

You're quiet, introspective, and a great thinker. You need a summer vacation that gets you away from the crowds and the heat. So retreat to the mountains, where you can clear your head.

i don't think i could drink anyone under the table.....

Your Inner European is Irish!

Sprited and boisterous! You drink everyone under the table.

I have no idea what a dosha is but...........

Your Dosha is Pitta

You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor. You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader. Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways. But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical. With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you In love: You are picky but passionate To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight.

You Are 28% Obsessive

You tend to have a few obsessive thoughts, but you generally have them under control. Sometimes your worries keep you up at night, though they usually don't interfere with your life.

You Are a Chihuahua Puppy

Small, high strung, and loyal. You do best in the city with a adults - young kids could crush you!